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Biography
I distinctly remember
the first time my first grade teacher handed out pieces of new,
lined paper to the class. "Today is Monday" she wrote on the board.
I looked down at my sheet of paper and felt intensely happy.
Smoothing it's coolness with my palm I inhaled its scent; a
combination of cedar and possibility. When I looked up and around I
realized immediately that not everyone was so affected; Jody Engel
sat perfectly straight as befitted the teacher’s pet, eyes front,
hands on desk. Mark Graham was engaged in his usual pastime, picking
his nose and Mike Jaffe was trying to poke Andrea Nardo in the
back. I could see his paper getting crinkled as he lunged forward with his pencil and this made me cringe. Because for me,
everything had just changed. There was life before that first sheet
of paper and life after; before, I was just another little girl in
the first grade at Cherry Lane School. After, I was a writer. Maybe
it was the glue.
Because I had two brothers who were so much older than me
that I grew up as an only child, and because my mother believed in
frequent visits to the children’s section of the Arrandale library
in Great Neck, New York, I became a voracious reader at an early
age, guarding and savoring the 6 or 7 books I was allowed to check
out each time. At the same time I amassed an obnoxious amount of an obsessive attachment to Golden Books, specifically The Poky
Little Puppy. The severity of this obsession was finally revealed by an ungodly tantrum and several stampings of my foot and a pitiful
cry of “N-O-No!” when my mother insisted that I load them into my
red wagon and hand them down to the little girl next door. I was
fourteen at the time.
Reading frenzies defined an otherwise unremarkable childhood
characterized by a love of all sports (I am still the only woman in the room who knows the difference between offsides and encroachment), an identity as a tomboy, and
a pervasive sense of "late blooming." Stories with a lesson (Mrs.
Piggle Wiggle, Ramona) were early favorites, followed by a
fascination with biographies (Clara Barton, Girl Nurse, and Francis
Marion, Swamp Fox) and finally a taste for fantasy (A Wrinkle In
Time, Phantom Tollbooth), medical disaster (Follow My Leader, Death Be Not
Proud), and mythology ("Medusa," "Pegasus," and The Odyssey). Other
childhood favorites were From the Mixed up Files of Mrs. Basil E.
Frankweiler, Black Like Me, To Kill a Mockingbird, Catcher In the
Rye, This Perfect World and stolen copies of Goodbye, Columbus and
Valley of the Dolls.
For a short time I abandoned reading because I was under the
impression that I could sing. I would torture anyone within earshot
with great, booming, impressions of Barbra Streisand or Ethel Merman
and my own stylings of The Fifth Dimension’s "Up, Up and Away" plus an
especially grating rendition of "Band of Gold" which prompted my
cousins to run screaming from the house shouting, “Mom! She’s
singing again!”
After graduating from high school one year early (the press release
was that I was bored and ready for the next step while the reality
was that I didn’t make the Varsity Cheerleading Squad and was too
mortified to show up for senior year), I first attended The American
University and then The University of Michigan, from where I
graduated with a BA in English and a lifetime love of the Midwest. A
series of jobs in advertising, travel, and employment followed, none
of which came close to bringing me the joy that staying home to
raise my two children did. And believe me, I thank God every day for
the financial freedom to have done this and the payoff is that my
children are now perfect in every way. Seriously, they are. No, no
really.
Later, I returned to school to get my Masters in Social Work both to
find more meaning in my life and to also model productivity and
passion to my children, who, although perfect in every way, would
occasionally ask if one day I was going to get a real job. Usually
this occurred as I was reminding them not to talk to strangers or
help anyone look for a lost puppy. So what if they were in high
school? You can never be too careful. Also, I had just attended my
20th high school reunion, where I regretted that I hadn’t had the
foresight to make up business cards that read Debra Borden, Bank
President or Debra Borden, NASA Astronaut.
When I finally did become a Licensed Clinical Social Worker, instead
of being impressed and suitably inspired, my perfect children
groaned that I wouldn’t stop "therapizing" everyone. I first worked
with developmentally disabled adults and then segued into school
social work for the hours. Although I loved working with children
and families of all ages, I found myself looking forward more to
writing the assessments than performing them, and after an extremely
critical failure with a group of 12 year old ADHD boys (let’s just
say there was fire involved and it wasn’t accompanied by linked arms
and a spirit of cooperation around a campfire), I decided everyone
would be better served, and safer, if I put my writing skills to
work.
My hobbies include golf, tennis, music (doesn’t music make
everything better?), spinning (at the gym, not uncontrollably by
myself in the house), cooking, skiing, traveling, and of course,
reading. My tastes are eclectic: In no particular order: Jodi
Picoult,
Elizabeth Berg, T.C. Boyle, Augusten Burroughs, Edward
Albee, Dave Sedaris, Amy Tan, Anita Shreve and many new novelists,
such as Alicia Erian. My favorite books, recently, are Life of Pi and The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime. At various
times I have been obsessed with the following authors (okay not with
them, just their books): Harold Robbins, Dorothy Parker, and Steven
King. Don’t ask, I couldn’t tell you. Besides, I’m not proud, just
honest.
Currently, I live with my family (although the status of who is in
residence changes frequently based on college and career schedules)
but always includes my husband and my two Labrador retrievers, all
of whom are remarkably human. To varying degrees.
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